every day

right now i am being assaulted by the jack hammer that wakes me up
every day at 7:30. It's pretty damn unpleasant. First, the apartment
across from me (about 12 feet from my bedroom) was being redone, now
the pavement below me is being dug up (maybe 20 feet away, but they
jackhammer in pairs (and right now as a trio!), each jackhammer with a
different rate of hammer, like a duet of the most unpleasant music you
can imagine, and you feel it in the floor.) So FUCKING loud! I am
cranking very loud music, and I can still barely hear it. Added to the
oppressive heat, my lack of sleep and unpleasant wake up has kept me
feeling extremely cranky, like I want to punch someone in the face and
just beat the living shit out of someone. I cleaned up a giant dead
roach in my room last night. I only ever see dead roaches in here,
but i may need to change my traps soon. I love my roach traps - my
small room has maybe five of them. Certainly overkill, but that's
just how i feel. Bastards. I need to buy a weight bench soon.